Jigsaw puzzle

"What time is it now? Oh it is 10-30! Still early I guess" talking to myself after I finished my house work -which never ends- I headed to the kitchen to make myself a cup of coffee.

I sat on my lazy-chair to drink my coffee. I looked all around the living room, it looked very neat and cozy, I think it is a treasure to be in love with your home.

Suddenly I started to think of my life, I mean my own personal life. I wonder if I am happy, or satisfied. Since I get married I was concentrating on my home, husband and kids. I am happy to be a perfect wife and mum. They are my life. So, when they are perfect I guess I am too.

But still when I think of it this way, I don’t feel the satisfaction I need. There is still something missing. What could it be?!!! My home is perfect, my kids are wonderful and well educated, and my beloved husband is a kind husband, he loves me and respects me.

He never forgot how I was there beside him for good and bad, in ups and downs. He always reminds me of it and rewards me for everything I have done to him. His warm and loving words are the most wonderful kind of rewards for me. I guess I own the world when he expresses his feelings and appreciation.

Who on the world will not be happy to have all this?!! But yet I feel there is something missing. I have to search for it and find it. I should know what will make me in my best levels of happiness.

I stood up and started to make a tour in my home. I looked from the window to see the front yard, where we used to make our barbeque gatherings with neighbors and friends. We had good time sharing these moments together.

I released it will be difficult to remember all these memories and can't draw a smile on my face. I don’t know what is going on with me today!! But there should be something wrong and I should know it, sooner or later.

I decided to take a shower, I went to my bathroom, I opened the tap and let the water run till I get my things ready. I tested the water on my finger tips, it is warm. I get in the tub, but I felt too lazy, so I decided to spoil myself today.

I reached to the foam bath, I stared at the bottle. It is full. I tried to remember when the last time I used it was; I think it was like years. I emptied half of it in the tub, and started to relax.

Silence for about half an hour, this silence was in my mind, heart and soul. I thought of nothing, just live the second with my soul. What a relief?!! I miss it so much. I miss being with myself. No one around, no one in my mind, except me.

I felt dizzy. I didn’t realize that I am going into a deep sleep, or to be more accurate, deep relaxation. Time passed, the water began to be a bit cold on my body, but I didn’t care. I was enjoying every second alone. I want it to be everlasting enjoyment.

I open my eyes, I felt cold now. I took my towel and wrap myself in it. I went to my room and lie on the bed. It took me another fifteen minutes to gather my strength and energy back. I suddenly opened my eyes and knew what I should do now. I sat in front of the mirror, looked at myself.
"When was the last time you pampered yourself?" I talk to myself in the mirror.
"All what you cared of is your family, and between these busy days you forgot yourself!"
"You should have time for yourself too! You are spending your time watching the family and no one is looking after you! There is no harm in having couple of hours a week for you."
What a big smile was drawn on my face after I discovered what was missing.
I decided to wear some makeup, and get dressed to go outside.
I called my husband, he was too busy to answer my calls. But I insisted on calling his mobile, till he answered me.
"What's up darling?" he wondered, "I am in a middle of a meeting, is there anything wrong with you?!" he asked.
"No, sweetie. I just wanted to tell you that I am going out for lunch today, so, I want you to bring the kids from school, and take them out for lunch because I didn’t cook." Nervously I answered him, knowing nothing of what might his reaction would be.
"Out for lunch?! You have never done it before! emmm But if you feel like spending some private time by yourself it is ok. But next time try to tell me before, to make sure of my plans too. Don’t worry, I will bring the kids. You go and have fun… by the way, with whom are you going out?" he asked
"What a good question?" I thought.
"mmm believe it or not, I don’t know" I answered.
"ok, here is an idea, you go and do some shopping, and when it is time to bring the kids, I will bring them and call you to go all together and have launch outside, what do you think?" he asked.
"oh yeh, this seems fun. I am going to the mall." I replied.
"ok huni, have fun."
End of the call.

I started my car, heading to the mall. All the way I was thinking about one thing. I should start new life style, with some activities and fun with some of my friends which we didn’t meet for years.
I discovered that there is no perfection in life, but at least we can make it look like perfect. Like a jigsaw puzzle, it is a full picture, but all you need to do is to gather it to make a wonderful image.

The Power Of Your Subconscious Mind

By Dr. Joseph Murphy

During reading this book, I decided to share you with all this miracles i am learning of our human bodies. We, then, could understand the power we have and the abilities we are gifted by God and we can manage to change our lives to the better.

This book is about how the conscious and subconsious mind work together. It teaches us how to control the subconscious mind by the conscios one.

Enjoy!!

Wonders Happen When We Pray Effectivily!!

Scientific prayer is the harmonious interact of the conscious and subconscious levels of mind scientifically directed to a specific purpose..

The Buddhist, the Christian, the Muslim, and the Jew may all get answers to their prayers, in spite of the enormous differences among their states beliefs. How can this happen? The answer is that it is not because of the particular religion, but solely because of belief or mental acceptance and receptivity about that for which they pray.

Everyone desires health, happiness, security, peace of mind, and true exxpression. But how many of us achieve all these goals? All you have to do is unite mentally and emotionally with the good wish to embody. The creative powers of your subconscious will respond accordinally.

Think of this with me:

A magnetized piece of iron will lift about 12 times its own weight. But if you demagnetized this same piece of iron, it will not lift even a feather. In the same way, there are two types of people. Those who are magnetized are full of confidence and faith. They know they are born to succeed and to win. Others, are demagnetized. They are full of fears and doubts.their fear to go forward makes them simply stay where they are.

The Marvellous Power Of Your Subconscious

Once you learn to contact and release the hidden power of your subconscious mind, you can bring into your life more power, more wealth, more health, more happiness, and more joy.

Your subconscious mind is principle. It works according to the law of belief. You must know what belief is, why it works, and how it works.

All your experiences, events, conditions, and acts are produced by your subconscious mind in the reaction to your thoughts. So, stop accepting the false beliefs, opinions, superstitions, and fears that plague our humankind. Begin to believe in the truths of life that never change. At that point you will move onward, upward, and Godward.

When your mind thinks correctly, when you understand the truth, when the thoughts deposited in your subconscious mind are constructive, harmonious, and peaceful, the magic working power of your subconscious wil respond. It will bring about hamonious conditions, agreeable surroundings, and the best of everything. Once you begin to control your thoughts processes, you can apply the powers of your subconscious to any problem or difficulty. You will actually be consciously cooperating with the infinite power that governs all things.

Your subconscious mind doesnot argue with you. It accepts what your conscious mind decrees. You have the power to choose. Choose health and happiness. Choose to be cooperative, joyous, lovable, and the whole world will respond. This is the best way to develop a wonderful personality.

The suggestions of others have no power to hurt you. The only power is the movement of of your own thought. You can choose to reject the thoughts of others and affirm the good. You have the power to choose how you wil react.

Whatever your consious mind assumes and believes to be true, your subconscious mind will accept and bring to pass. Believe in good fortune, divine guidance, right action, and all the blessings of life.

If you want to know more, just buy the book " The Power Of Your Subconscious Mind"

Difficult to understand US :)

Women are very complicated creatures. As much as you, MEN, think you understand her, you still miss a lot. Not because you fail in this job, on the contrary, sometimes you try your best, but it is because of the target and the benefit of your efforts.

You want to understand women because beside her you are a failure. You want to know why you win everything around you, and when it comes to understand how we think you feel you are a looser!!

I will give you one reason: it is because you want to understand her to win her later, not to give her what she needs from you. Once you feel you got all the knowledge and master the instruction book attached to women, you will abandon her.

You are too busy to hear her, to comfort her, to pamper her. So why are you concerned to understand her? You men should know something; women are not stupid creatures…

Not because we are emotional creatures we should be empty from inside. Not because we are very helpful human beings we are loosers. Not because we give birth to your children we don’t understand anything except in changing diapers. Not because we cook your meal everyday our bodies smells onions. Not because our tears fall when you are far away means we can't live without you!!!

If you are a man, read the previous paragraph and think, can you do one of the mentioned activities we master without complaining or messing or .. or .. or ..

Maybe one or two out of hundred would, but not all of you, and still you think you are superior!!! Women can do all what you men do. You think that your work outside your home is the greatest job which differentiates you men from women.

Look around you men, women are Doctors, Engineers, Nurses, Teachers, Graphic Designers, Dentists, Architectures, Managers in different fields etc … Women are everywhere, why? Do you think the employers want their companies to bankrupt?!!! I think not!!

I have read an article in a newspaper; it said that women are more organized humans, either at home or at office. Are we lower than you men?! Are we loosers as you think? We never were, and never will be? Just try to take it so easily and live with it.

Maybe some men will think that I am against men. Believe me I am not, I just want you men to know what we feel when we see your pride against us in you eyes.

As I said before, women are very sensitive creatures. We can feel everything you are thinking of inside your factories (brains). Sometimes we know that you are laughing at us, and you are not taking us seriously. But not because we are stupid and silly we skip it, it is because we trust in our abilities to change it one day. We keep our believes and fate in ourselves and work on it without complaining…

We believe that the stronger is who wins at the end. I know now what you are thinking of, men. You think of it as a battle, and you are smiling to see the swords on our necks, and you are the winner. But do you know how women see herself winner?! She sees herself in a lovely home, with her sweetheart husband, which she wins the battle because of you beside her, not because you are her enemy!! She wins the battle because of you, not against you!! Can see the difference?!!

Why men feel upset beside women? When a man talks to a woman who is crying and has a problem, he starts to find her a solution to her problem, he gives her options, do this and that. The more the options are, the more the tears fall. The more the tears fall, the man gets aggressive and out raged, why? I have a good explanation: you men get angry for two reasons:

1- you feel that the women you are trying to help her is so weak, can't help herself, and collapse into tears for a silly problem.
2- You can't see helpless, you get surprised and depressed to see that you are not helping. You are so selfish.


Do you know what we need from you in such situation? What we need is a light hug, and one short statement: honey, I believe in you, and I am sure you can solve your problem, and I will be beside you if you needed any help. PEACE OF CAKE, right?!

I would write 1000 pages in this topic, but I want to make as short as it could be and useful too.

What I want to convert to all of you men, is don’t make fun of us, and don’t think that we have the silliest interest in life.

One thing to remember: we can live without you, but you can't.

Trust our abilities and stand next to us, not behind us to support, because as much as you think you support us, we support you more than you imagine. Without our support you can't support us, but think of it the opposite way, we can support you without your support.

We are very intelligent to understand every change in your personality and every development in your spiritual state of mind. We respect your escape to your cave when you are in your deepest depression, and we share with you your happiness when you win a battle.

What do you do for us? Give me your answers men, what do you provide women, and please don’t tell me money, remember, we can make money.

How can you accept yourself a competitive not a superior? Show me how you love your women, tell me when you stood for her, not for yourself?